最让我伤心的事 - 达人(kou)

2008/07/28 | 最让我伤心的事
类别(♣ 闻者♣) | 评论(1) | 阅读(105) | 发表于 01:04: 很早便问KIBA要来了授权，却没有贴出。
因为一直打算理清楚对宵的认识，当然，现在贴出来也并不代表我有想明白＝＝。

我想我还是喜欢宵的，虽然他被“稚童化”。
或者说，因为是白纸，所以可塑性很强；也或者说，作为一个心智简单的角色，他在学习世界的同时，依旧保有那样一份坚固的纯粹。
这样的人在现实中显得傻气，但仍旧教人从心底里喜欢，心疼，甚至有一丝的钦佩。

他并不刻意执着什么，“执着”本身就是令他费解的东西。
他也并不主动加害什么，兴许被创造为一个天生的杀人武器而感到寂寞与对世事的无知，反倒更容易让他去亲近相信一些人事。
他没有经验，因此全凭感知。
这也正是为什么，比起剑雪，我会喜欢宵的缘故。
他缺乏私欲，没有那么强的目的性，他更像个旁观者，学习者。
甚至连同死亡，都是作为行差踏错的教训来感悟的。

余外，我并不信服吞佛和宵之间的情愫（吞宵不惹人厌，宵吞就免了＝＝）。
一个涉世未深，一个老奸巨猾，吞佛欺骗宵其实是不齿的，然而江湖是尔虞我诈，没有谁可以责怪得了谁。
从私心来讲，心仪这支MV，很大一部分原因依旧是无情决绝的吞佛，没有什么能撼动得了他，除了他自己。

《What hurts the most》

What hurts the most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

这歌的寓意有很多。
最让宵伤心的事：体验这永远理解不了的友谊，背叛，和死别。
最让吞佛伤心的事：没有。; 0

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